Ideal body

I've been thinking a lot lately about goals. I never imagined I'd be a size six, but still I'm dissatisfied with my body. Much more so than I was at size sixteen. Objectively I look pretty fit, but there are still parts that are squishy and I still don't have much visible definition in my arms. I'm not sure what to do now, though. It seems almost disordered to want to be a size four?

Skwigg is a fitness blogger I love and she just had a great post about her changing definition of an ideal body.

G's Weigh-in: 71kg

71kg is not bad considering that I've eaten pretty much whatever I wanted and gone to the gym twice in the past three weeks. Note that "pretty much whatever I wanted" includes but is not limited to: ice cream, empanadas, provoleta, and lots of beer and steak. Not to mention vino tinto. ¡Dios mío!

I started working out with a trainer yesterday. We're going to meet 3x/week for the month of April at least. Then I'll make a call on whether to train for the Buenos Aires marathon in October!